You Have To Go Now (eBook)

Diane M Waterman (Autor)

eBook Download: EPUB

2017
288 Seiten
Diane Waterman (Verlag)
978-1-77374-000-3 (ISBN)

Infos

This is not a book full of medical terminology, I personally don't know the language, but I do know the language of love. I lost two sisters who suffered from cancer. Not only can cancer be hard to deal with, but family conflict can also become just as unbearable during these stressful times. It can either bring families closer together or it can destroy them. Where there is already dysfunction, there will surely be more in times of great stress and loss.What would you do if your loved one was looking you straight in the eyes, begging you to kill them? The torture and pain could be seen all the way into my sister's soul. She was trying so hard, in all her weakness, to fight her way out of palliative care and her impending death. To be honest, by the end I wanted her to go nearly as bad as she did. I also wanted her to live, but not like this. It was a constant conflict going on inside my heart and brain. ';NO ONE SHOULD SUFFER LIKE THIS!' I cried out in my own mind.I was wracked with pain from my fibromyalgia, and I was exhausted from trying to keep my anxiety disorder in check. I prayed to God every night for relief for her and strength for myself. I prayed that He would make sure I was with my sister when she passed. Above all else, I could not bear the thought of her dying alone. Losing one sister already and not being there for her was something I did not want to experience again. Almost a year of watching someone suffer was too much for any human, much less your own family member. However, I was determined to stick it out. Many days I forced myself to place one foot in front of the other to keep going.After so much darkness and pain, there comes a gift of light. A surprise, so wonderful and sweet!

Inhalt

Dedication

Acknowledgement

Prologue

1. My Stolen Heart

2. Last Goodbye

3. Memories

4. Lessons Learned

5. My Own Health

6. Getting Past “Fear”

7. The Gift of Giving and Building Self Worth

8. Addiction

9. Happy New Year

10. Premonitions

11. My Baby Sister

12. Cancer Hits Home

13. Second Time

14. Donna’s Many Health Issues

15. Losing My Soul Mate

16. Goodbye Sis

17. Messages from Heaven

18. Going Back Home

19. My friend Beverly

20. Surprise Arrival

21. Family Reunion

22. The First Signs

23. Heartbreaking News

24. Middle of the Night

25. Criminal Acts

26. Dr. Angel

27. The Ticking Clock

28. Palliative Care

29. Painful Fall

30. Musical Therapy

31. The White Lie

32. Her Last Breath

33. Goodbye Kiss

34. Angels Among Us

35. New Beginnings and Steve

Produkt-Details

• Erscheint lt. Verlag: 18.9.2017
• Sprache: englisch
• Themenwelt: Literatur ► Biografien / Erfahrungsberichte
• Themenwelt: Literatur ► Romane / Erzählungen
• Schlagworte: Cancer • Family • Grief • Healing • Love • Memoir
• ISBN-10: 1-77374-000-8 / 1773740008
• ISBN-13: 978-1-77374-000-3 / 9781773740003